So...I've been thinking

About Lubbock a lot-
And I'm so uncomfortable about it.

Tech is my dream.

But all this happiness,

Here-
That could be so short lived,

I want to keep.

The ties I tried to run from,

Have reached out
To embrace me,

And I don't know that I want to let them go...

Or if I'm looking for a reason to stay-

Am I hiding?
Was Lubbock right?

Or am I running...
If I decide to leave

From my life?

Will I regret it later-
Either way,

Whether I stay or go?

And what about the opportunities I'll miss here if I leave?

Tech-

Will always be there...


But this may not.


So Am I going home?



Or am I already there?